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Spongebobs and sunflowers make me happy.
Shereen. "The most beautiful person we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of th depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and deep-loving concern." Beautiful people dont just happen
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Been so long since.
 I think my platoon mate is angry with me. I guess even without the names and obvious hints, we all know who I'm talking about. We're getting too good at guessing, too good at knowing- too good for our own good. Still, despite everyth "wrong" (as in my perspective) she could have done and I'm angry/unhappy/bitchy about it, platoon mates happen only once. We'd be over after ROD and even if we do fall out, I'd rather we fall out for the right reasons than it to be because we second-guessed each other and never dared to ask for the truth. Just so you know, I was never talking about you when I mentioned how I couldnt stand people with buns, it was just a random comment directed at those girls in general. So, I hope the unfriendliness will stop. I keep worrying that something bad is going to happen and I start to live my life in worry, paranoia and distraction AGAIN. Today, it's different. Maybe it's only because I'm tired of being frustrated and lost, so tired that I'm alright with losing alr. It's been so long since I felt so relieved. The thing about paranoia, it makes you consider all situtations that are going to happen. When you do the math, you realise, it's really not going to be that bad. And it's all in the head. I think I pissed my coach big time for being such a grouch during tennis when I miss the ball, cant serve etc. I guess I'm competitive. Looking at people who had tons more practices and much more practices makes me want to compare myself with them. When I lose, I get upset. Today's been a painful (i.e cramp-y) day, with much hot packs and lazing away. I tried to study acids bases salts, metals and finish all phy EOY papers with 100% concentration. grr, did not succeed. but now, it's about positive thinking, enthusiasm and a lot of motivations. EOYS are coming. keep going, y'll. the regret is not worth it. P.S. Qiaowei's blog has an awesome quote! "Even heros have the right to bleed." We're all heros, we're all allowed to make mistakes, get upset and have bad hair days. |