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Went for SL briefing today. The briefing was conducted in a really boring manner- no slides, empowering quotes etc. Yet it really inspired me to commit my time and effort, even though the subject of concern was the COMMITTMENT required.

Actually I'm not v happy/upset/pissed off with a few people today but I kind of dont know how I'm going to present it. I'm sorry I just cannot stand people with very lian hairstyles and a fetish for attracting attention. Speaking of which, a number of Y4 girls had a sudden liking for high bun hair. It looks comparatively ok on some, on others, like very_b it looks unpleasant.

[edited: fabulous mood]

JUST GOT THE MARIE DIGBY SONGS FROM JOLENE!

HAPPY LIKE MAD!!

I think I screwed up my chem prac test, my chinese test that's suposed to redeem my results, my tennis, my SCS (i cant even catch what the teacher is rambling about) and so on. So this week's kind of really sucky and I find it difficult to even look forward to things. Hope tomorrow's a brighter day and all.

It's really sad when I realise all we've been through doesnt match up with those who've been friends with you for no more than a year. I use to exhaust my time and energy, thinking of ways to draw you back. Now, it seems really worthless because you probably do not deserve all the friendships you get.

Actually, I'm v proud of myself for finishing two seemingly v long essays. (Y) although it ate up my entire afternoon and nearly killed me, I survived. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Plus, I received my Sept Seventeen issue today; AM HAPPY LIKE CRAZY! Have been waiting for it since... 2 weeks ago? I'm addicted I guess. :O

Saturday=tennis and expensive lunch. We celebrated Ben's birthday yesterday and it was cool. I've always wondered how a teenage boy celebrates his birthday; we cant expect party streamers, cartoon cake and an interesting game of catch yes? So Ben got a lovely ice cream cake with dry ice surrounding it (super romantic right? plus the lightings were switched off can.), an expensive lunch with a group of friends and a customised dry-fit tee. Cool! ;D

This whole week has been extremely un-joyful because of the flutter of graded essays, math test, chem test etc etc (honestly, I cant even rmb when the tests are alr). no matter, it was an eventful week which I do not want to repeat ever again again again.

EOYS ARE COMING!

I hate exam stress. :/

P.S. I received this amusing SMS from someone: "If today was World Stealing Day, what would you steal from me? And, why?" ANSWER ME! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

P.P.S. the message was in complete sentences; I'm super surprised xp.

"You're just a bastard, no bitch, hypocrite even when u call us one wth?if what you think im doin makes me a bitch, you are the ultimate bitch.im hypocrite? towards you all only. how you treat us is how we treat you.bitch is for you, not for me. you can call me a bastard, asshole or anything. im okay with it =]"

-credits to: Tan Chu Ye's blog, makingthehistory.bs

OK so the deal is Chuye flamed one of our platoon mates and naturally, we're all mad at him. So while thinking about the possible rebuttals, I read his blog post (only the one about flaming) and then instead of getting really mad at him, I was reminded of the times when we were still in lower secondary- the time when we all think we're making the most sense when we're really not. The flamings sounded so impulsive that I was wondering where the topic sentence of the argument was.

Before anybody gets angry and looks to the tagboard to flame me back, let's refer to the above. Out of all the paragraphs, this made least sense to me. Probably it's just my stand but if you're hypocritical, even if it's only to the person you dislike, you're still a hypocrite am I correct? Now I've heard millions of people who claim that millions more associate hypocrital with delta girls. The thing is, we cant possibly tell everyone whom we have resentment about that they are bad, mean, thick etc. We've got to be tactful cos we have faults too. So if we are (to use The Term) "hypocritical" to only to those people we dislike, are we being like Chuye is doing here or are all of us just trying to be tactful?

So you see, his argument just doesnt make sense to me.

(NOTE: AM NOT BEING SACARSTIC)

And just a side note to Chuye, you've said you were meaning hypocritical to only our dear platoon mate. So are you saying you're pretending to dislike her when you really do not, or that you do not like her but are pretending to? From what I see, you really do not like her (or even us for that matter) and you're not trying to pretend either. And that, you dont even get the meaning of hypocritical.

I'm not going to launch into a full page essay about why Chuye is wrong and we're all right. There's always a right and wrong in a situation and I'd end up with sleeplessness if I try to cancel the grey areas. Just want to say, I love Delta even if we're KNOWN to be bitchy, notorious and whatsoever. Everyone has faults and if we only try to look for those without, we'd end up really lonely.

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this picture came way late but I like the way how we are all so different and despite the these, we're able to stay together and find something in each other that we can love.

was thinking about this for a few days.

I realise how different my sister and I are. She's confident and assured of herself. There are times when she thinks there are flaws in her life but no matter, she either accepts them or stay strong against it.

But me? I'm older but I think so much less of myself. Always so sure I'd fail, so sure that good things never last, so sure that I'm just talking nonsence, so sure that I make no sense, so sure that I... everyth. And when something happens, I immediately jump to a conclusion that it's bad.