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Shereen. "The most beautiful person we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of th depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and deep-loving concern." Beautiful people dont just happen
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The opposite of love is indifference.
 week's been crazy. all i ever rmb is mugging day in day out and getting into bed by 10.30pm. then waking up for another round of the vicious cycle. i never rmb how much i've studied, or recalled what i'm ready for. all i know is that, if i dont slog myself out, i will feel sorry for myself after MYE. 3 days of no school. 2 weeks of hardcore mugging. when i say hardcore, i mean hardcore. So, i'm no longer going to stalk desiree, leanne, melody or tammy on their blogs from now till 13th may. :) this blog will only be for ranting=destressing. i swear in the name of MYE. - recently read this quote from Reader's Digest. the gist goes like this: when there's nothing else to say to you, no more scoldings, no more comments, no more rants, no more concern, that's when the person truly forgets your presence. your existence is no longer required by that person, nor acknowledged. that's when, that person does not love you anymore. the opposite of love is indifference. when i still hate you, i still care for you. To you, it's beyond hate. i do not care whether you wave to me when you see me in school; i do not care if you find the guys to bitch about us; i do not care if you ever choose to join us again. To me, you will never belong to us, ever again. - there's mugging session with physics tuition gang tmrw. XOXO. 9am-7pm (Y)
I challenge you to make your life a masterpiece.
"I challenge you to make your life a masterpiece. I challenge you to join the ranks of those people who live what they teach, who walk their talk." -Anthony Robbins a gpa of 3.1 is seriously difficult. i need a B3 in all subj. so far, i'm far from B3 in history, language arts and chinese. even tho my sciences are up to standard, i cant hit a gpa of 3 with those grades in my humanities. sucker pile of shit. grrrr :/ my forehead of throbbing this afternoon, needed an overdose of panadol but ended up with reading my chinese novel+reader's digest!! no studying=no stress=no headaches. ftw~! to make myself feel better, i did mugging of chem for one hours plus. :) - You. ~wonderful~ You. need to bloody reconsider your attitude. 1. even tho you're no longer directly involved with our activities, it is v irresponsible of you to make a mess out of things and then leave the rubbish behind for me to handle. 2. there is no way i, or any of us, will be jealous of you because to be really frank, there's nothing about you to be jealous about. we've got each other, and after today, you'd have nothing. So, at the end of the day, you were the one who choose to walk away, to go the guys, to go to the abyss of people who dnt really bother about you aft today. i pity you, sometimes.
I surrender to the strawberry icecream.
YAY I FOUND MY CAM'S CHARGER! aft 123456789 years of procrascinating &in my cam's mem card, i found these. :)  it's found science centre.mmmmmm, supposed to be smth... hahahahhaha!
 left, my dad. right, me.only my dad will do this with me, seriously. :D I LOVE YOU DADDY!! below are FSD REHEARSALS pics. i think there are from semi finals. heehee. V HILARIOUS!! HAHAHHAHA  it'd be cool if we were performing with music or when we're actually doing the action itself.but when we take a snapshot of it, coughcough HAHAHAH  look at this!the decolourisation makes us look like zemogods floating in midspace. (it's school, really)   YAY FSD.there was another picture where peijia looks exceptionally delighted with smth. that picture was hilarious but since i'm (A) i'll not post it. :) - school today came along with fighting to stay awake, listening to music, doing math, having too many breaks, reading chinese novel, bitch fights and sleeping. i was dawned with the devastating realisation that mye is approximately 2 weeks away. this comes along with the known that we're tested ALL topics for physics. i want to be an ostrich, dig a hole, and live there. anyw now i need to chiong NCC CIP proposal+CEP reading up. ): fridays are grumpy days. this is so weird. fridays are usually happy days when you can sleep late without the worry that you'd have to wake up at 6am in the morning and prep for a day of informations. BUT NOOOO~ for me, i'll leave all the projs, proposals, not-tested-for assignments till friday lest i get distracted by then on normal weekdays. as a side effect, i get overwhelmed and grumpy on friday. tmrw's going to be a hiong day. i like! 9am-2pm is for CEP seminar. 2.30pm-4.30pm is for MLC physics tuition. 5.30pm-9.30pm is for Scout's campfire (i hope!) that means i have no time to study tmrw, good game. kkkkkk gtg mug+finish proposal+prepare for tmrw+find time to sleep. :D Goofy's the new cool
ADVERTORIALS KITKAT, 4 FINGERS. $1each. Project Vibrant Colours 2. view her blogpost for more details! - spent 40mins doing this! (look below) i think this shirt is cool hahahahahhahahhaha but i'm never going to be seen in this ._. with this design, i'm really wondering what the front will look like. (gasp!) .jpg) i took the above picture from http://www.seaofshoes.com/ below is the blogger. in some pictures, she looks very very very pretty. trust me.  i like the skirt zomgz. it's rumpled and that makes the skirt looks natural. it is pleasantly messy and totally gives the girl-next-doorsy kind of look.
 love the top. she has awesome hair; so, i posted two pictures of the same outfit. hahahahha..jpg) here! this one makes her look like a complete angel. especially so with the green background and woody chairs. P.S. I love woody chairs! they make me relaxed~ the blogger has a double chin. can you believe it?!?! it isnt obvious. - below are quirky outfits from fashionistas all around the world! :D taken from http://www.facehunt.org/   she looks cute yes? :) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH, I just find this funny.  she looks like a Seventeen model to me, esp ones modelling for casual attire. sidenote: fashion magazines offer ridiculously high prices under scrimp-and-saves sections. :/ there was once Seventeen's May 2009 issue suggested a $404 skirt. (it wasnt in the save section; it was a skirt worth splunging on) still, $404 for a skirt is beyond expensive and not affordable to me. heh. maybe when i grow older and have a full income, i'd be able to spend widely on clothes, accessories and lifestyle. however, chances are, i will keep them into my bank until it's fat (hopefully, it's before i become a retiree) before i bring myself to do things i enjoy, which means travelling around the world and trying out thai food. yay to yummy food! :D - i was falling asleep during physics tuition today. it's the first time since months ago that i was shutting my eyes. oh no! i need sleep, major. i should be starting on my chem now so i can sleep by 10.30pm 8D hahahahahhhaahahaah omgz, i sound like a crazy mugger (which i probably am!) but that's going to be till 13th may only. after that, i'm as free as a bird teeheehee. now, i need to focus on hateful MYE revision, trng for hilary challenge and CEP seminar storycover! SHEREEN GLHF~~ Run the headlights
"run the headlights, i need directions." 4H2, GPA3.1, NO MORE Cs; GLHF. -  thailand flies and nighttime shopping~ found this picture in my folder. (must have ripped it off somewhere. p.s. my pictures dont usually have borders.) it had an interesting name "thailand girls" which reminds me of protitutes, uneducated girls... you get me yes. it's just an unsupported stereotype on my part but the picture itself brings back memories of thailand trip 08 heeheehee.  i'm on a save-money rampage! :) i want an ipod touch. Shirleen and Valerie pointed out today that by the time I've saved enough, Ipod touch will probably be out of fashion (&I wont want it as badly as the new gadget that'd replace it) and it'd all be pointless. know what, good point but there'd be more things i want (maybe a polaraid, new hoodie etc) so saving money is never a bad thing. heehee, besides i need mooney for a june holiday to-do-list. what i know is, i'd never go on a shopping spree cos: 1. my mum will kill me. 2. it's a pleasant way of wasting money. - my dad just came into my room for today's newspapers, reminded me of the unearthly hour and pretended to be angry. bird (aka qiaowei) just said bye to me on MSN. time check, 1.19am. it's definitely time to sleep.
Remind me again how childhood is spelt.
time check: 10.03am current status: measuring my life in 10 minutes blocks and current 10.00pm-10.10pm is dedicated to updating myself with friends. (includ. blogging) am officially going to convert my blog to a blogger one. wordpress has been ridiculous. it hasnt allowed me to upload pictures since pulau semakau trip. :/ although blogger has it's disadvantages compared with wordpress, i still prefer a publisher that allows me to upload pictures. FSD FINALS  PART BCD. freestyle tells you that no matter which part you're in, we're still from NCC. even though our ranks are different, our job scopes are different, we're not that different after all.  FSD girls with many big people. heh, i posted this picture just as a reminder what we've gone through.O.O AM GOING TO MISS FSD LIKE CRAZY 1314. Pulau Semaukau trip with 4H, 4G, 4I. obviously, i'm just going to have pictures of 4H, sunshine buddies!!  on occassions we all feel slightly deranged, in need of times like these to go crazy and be free of school stress.  (windblown) 4H united.  teeheehee, dont you think we look like subshine buddies?! take away the uniform and you'd get a group of village kids. does education makes us very different from those who didnt undergo education? mm. this weekend has been amazing, as usual. it never fails to awe me when i remember how special life is. life is not all about school yo. cool reads: http://www.ohsofickle.blogspot.com/ TAMMY'S BLOG i think she's really really cool. she has her own shop since 15 years old. (i got that off Seventeen) she's currently 17, if i'm not wrong and she has two outlets alr. am going to visit her outlet during the hols, anybody interested? :) http://www.insertsname.livejournal.com/ LEANNE'S BLOG i think her life is really down to earth, comparing with a handful of dumb blondes. :/ she has a strong r/s with her family, with her bf and her friends. &she has wonderful clothes. just that they are so costly, i've no idea how she affords them. mm, maybe it's just because i cant hahahahahhaha. http://www.bluerabbitz.blogspot.com/ SHIRLEEN'S BLOG she inherently believes her blog is a bore but it's actually extremely funny. (it's rather strange for a friend to publicise her friend's blog but still, it's a cool read.) she finds really humourous slogan pictures to post on her pictures. i like!! frankly, their blogs motivate me to live a more interesting life. now it's just studying, CID4 S-L, journalism club, mugging sessions and zlink. So, i've came up with a to-do-list for the holidays, yay! i know mye (mid year exams) is not over yet but who says one shouldnt plan early? it's always good to be foresighted yes? :) to-do-list: 1. learn how to make handphone pouches, pencil cases and brooches! 2. learn how to bake cornflakes cookies 3. visit popeye's restaurant 4. visit sinema, old school 5. watch confessions of a shopaholic, 17again and harry potter&the half blood prince 6. visit mindcafe 7. disco outing @? 8. picnic with delta 9. NCC-MCYS camp 10. upload new PSP games . . . (to be continued) hahahahhahaa, when i say to be continued, it's REALLY going to be to continued. anyw, i'm going to make sure i do some studying today, or else my 4H2 will disappear like the wind~~ goodbye http://www.littlekittens.wordpress.com/ and hello http://www.cariokay.blogspot.com/ friends, relink okay!!! |