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HI./been reading a few people's blogs and didnt think it was very interesting but i noticed something cool. Most of those bloggers bothered to greet their readers- "hi" "hello" "hello everybody" while those who proclaim their blogs to be better than the rest didnt have the basic courtesy. So even if my blog's not very cool, not a very good read, i'm still going to be polite. (Y)

I was really meaning to put a picture here, then start blogging about first day of school. now, it seems like eons ago. I mean, i just had a chem test and it's only the first week of school.

My brain's screwed, seriously. All i ever think about is what to do the next minute, the next hour, the next day or the next week. Or when i'm working on something, i'm thinking, "what if it failed?" "what if i didnt do it good?" when HELLO, IF YOU DONT EVER GET FOCUSED INTO DOING WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING, LIKELY CHANCES ARE YOU'D FAIL.

Overwhelmed as most part of me am, the bigger problem is, my brain has yet to register that.

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If you've read till here, good but this post is probably going to be really thoughtful and thus, long. So you can stop here if it really pains you to read miniature words off a screen. Firstly, I've thought about it quite long and have read it in numerous books. Probably none has actually screamed the words but the underlying message is obvious enough. Which is, you can learn from anybody and anything (and that includes shitty people/things e.g. boring lessons) So if we really put humility in our life, I guess we can learn a lot more.

Secondly, I recalled from the Davinci exhibit that "being willing to do is not enough, you've to do it" or smth along those lines. I linked it to the fact that action speaks louder than words. We can say, plan, think, dream but it's never going to materialise if we do not step out of the bubble/comfort zone we live in and do something about it. I've wanted to learn cross stitch and knitting but today only is when i finally hooked up with resources and get down to planning a "lesson". "courage is feeling the fear but doing it anyw" so being without fear does not make you courageous, rather it makes you a failure cos you've never really lived. So from today, I'm going to be courageous. :)

Lastly, I'm going to do a photo collage in my room with many many memories. Hopefully it'd remind me of what i had and what could have been, thus motivating me to create more happy memories with my loved ones alr. I'm also going to start reading nytimes.com. NOTE: if you've plenty of time at home, THIS IS A GOOD READ. (Y)(Y)

am going to read NY TIMES and consolidate CID4+LA stuffs.

P.S. SHEREEN, RMB TO LOG ON FACEBOOK LATER!!