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Spongebobs and sunflowers make me happy.
Shereen. "The most beautiful person we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of th depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and deep-loving concern." Beautiful people dont just happen
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what if everybody is a miracle to cover up for my flaws?
schools are starting. i havent finished a million holiday homework. i'm supposed to be asleep or else i'd be grumpy and frustrated tomorrow. i'm sad i'm going to rod. there's so many things that i'm unhappy about. of course, i can easily change them by doing something logical and meaningful instead of whining at this post. however, once in a while, it feels good to not be in control- to let things come and overwhelm you.i'm sitting here feeling a damp heart. it's not being teenage moody. it's the feeling below someone else. maybe it's jealousy? i feel inferior. i'm not as pretty, as smart, as sociable, as confident, as funny, as... amazing in every single way. when people look at you, then at me, what do they think? that you must be the miracle to cover up for such a loser i am? it's suffocating to have these emotions heaped up in me. everybody thinks it's not like me, it's not shereen, it shouldnt be so. maybe you've never known the me when i display my emotions, honest and frank, right in your face. maybe you've never known that i love fairytale endings; you've never known that i love art; maybe you've never known that i yearn for people to love me for who i am, when i'm stripped down to the very end, raw. i'm just trying to tell the world out there, whoever's reading, that everybody (no matter how pretty, how smart, how sociable, how confident, how funny etc you are) needs encouragement. they need to know that someone sees the good they're doing. they need love. |